sreda, december 20, 2006


Ravno sem se vrnila iz masaže z vročimi kamni, ki so mi jo podarile punce za rojstni dan. Vse skupaj sem odlašala samo zato, ker sem vedela, da potem, ko bon izkoristim, ga ne bo več. Ampak enkrat je pa treba, a ne? :)

V glavnem, full zanimivo je bilo vse skupaj. Nekaj časa sem sicer rabila, da sem odmislila vse skrbi in nehala razmišljat o vsakdanjih stvareh, potem pa so me misli odpeljale v čudežne, drugačne kraje. Bila sem majhna deklica, ki se je podila za metulji po travniku in gledala oblake, dokler nisem na enkrat odrasla in me je pot zanesla v gozd. Okrog mene so letele ptice, žolna je tolkla po drevesu in veverice so tekle po deblih. Zajčki so skakljali na okrog, srne pa so tekle mimo mene.Plesala sem samo v tančicah, bosa, lasje so mi vihrali v rahli sapici in sonce me je grelo, vse dokler nisem prišla do nekekga slapa. Žuborel je in sijal v svoji veličastnosti. Nekaj časa sem ga opazovala, potem pa sem zbrala pogum in šla pod njega. Voda je tekla po meni in bilo je čudovito, potem pa sem se odločila, da grem tudi skozi slap. Znašla sem se v jami, bila je osvetljena in polna zakladov. Videla sem tudi človeško ribico in majhne izvire. Znašla sem se ob veliki podzemni reki in stopila v čoln, ki me je čakal. Z njim sem plula po strugi in opazovala lepote jame, dokler reke ni zmanjkalo in sem bila spet na kopnem. Kmalu sem prišla do majhne jame v jami, ki pa je bila temna. Vseeno sem šla tja in, ko so se mi oči privadile teme, sem opazila, da je vse okrog mene polno izvirov. Stopila sem do enega in pomočila prst na nogi vanj. Streslo me je od mraza. Počasi sem se začela cela spuščati v vodo in kmalu je bilo toplo. Plavala sem in kar na enkrat sem se znašla v morskih globinah. Opazovala sem ribe in ostala morska bitja, ki so plavala okrog mene in plavala, plavala, plaval... Kar na enkrat pa sem že stala na vroči mivki. Podplati so me pekli in tekla sem med mivko in morjem. Sonce je vzhajalo. Tekla sem in tekla in kar na enkrat nisem bila več sama. Z mano je tekel nek mladenič. Nisem mu videla obraza, saj ga je sonce zakrilo v temo, toda kmalu sem videla, da je to moj lubi. Tekla sva po mivki, se žgečkala, valjala po mivki, se ljubila in opazovala sonce, ki je zdaj že tonilo v morje, ko sva midva sedela na pol v morju, na pol na kopnem.
Čez nekaj trenutkov sem bila že spet v morskih globinah, pa takoj spet pogledala iz vode v temni jami. Prišla sem iz temne jame v tisto osvetljeno, sedla na čoln, ki me je čakal, se sprehodila pod slapom in preko gozda, do travnika. Masaže je bilo konec.

Zdaj je moje telo izčrpano, težko, oči se mi na pol zapirajo, vendar moram ostati budna. Zaspana sem in utrujena, vendar sladko utrujena. Malce mi je slabo, a se vseeno počutim kar v redu. Moj duh še vedno pleše v tančicah po gozdu in travniku...

Fascinantno doživetje. :) Hvala punce! :)

sreda, december 06, 2006


It starts with... why... it doesen't even metter how much you try... I tried so hard and got so far,
but in the end it doesn't even matter, I had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end it doesn't even matter...

Včasih se res lahko trudiš... trudiš se in trudiš, narediš vse, vendar te kljub temu nihče ne ceni. Ves tvoj trud je zaman in vse kar narediš se ti odbije v obraz. In kaj lahko narediš? Nič drugega, kot, da se zjočeš in greš naprej. Lahko požreš ali pač ne, vendar vse vedno ostaja enako... vse...

petek, december 01, 2006

If you ever saw her; Ricky Martin


Hey! You know what boy?
That girl is amazing
But she will drive you crazy
Look out!

She's got a look in her eye
that says she knows why just to taste her is never enough
She gets a thrill out of loving and watching you suffering
she says you can look but don't touch
So don't go fooling yourself
Like so many others
Who've fallen for only a smile
But if you're in for the ride
Hold on tight
Adios and kiss your heart goodbye

Oh and if you ever saw her
Well she's every dream girl from Monroe to Madonna
You'll swear she walks on water
She's so fine
Oh and if you ever kissed her
Well I tell you my friend you could never resist her
And if you ever saw her
You'd know why

She holds your heart in her hand
She'll make you a man
But she'll play you however she wants
Just when you think that you're winning
Your head starts spinning
You open your eyes and she's gone
So don't believe you're the one
Don't think that this dream is forever, it's only a game
But if you're in for the ride, hold on tight
Adios and kiss your heart goodbye


You know why, you know why
She's an atom bomb and she's waiting
to blow you away, away
You better run for cover and pray

Adios and kiss your heart goodbye

( Hja, če taka ženska res obstaja, alal ji vera!!! Prav je, da se kakšna ženska igra tudi z ( nekaterimi ) moškimi, ne pa samo ( nekateri ) moški z ženskami! Upam samo, da je srečna... )

Spanish eyes; Ricky Martin


I met a girl at the carnival
In Rio De Janeiro
We danced all night on the boulevard
In doorways we did the tango

I miss her lips
And the way she sashayed her hips
As she shook her shoulders
I miss the smell of her hair
I don't care if it takes my whole life to find her

We were dancing in the summer rain
We were dancing through the night
I Never Knew her real name
So I called her Spanish Eyes
Spanish Eyes...

The sun came up
And the girl was gone
Her masquerade was over
I searched the streets
Drunk with love
But no one seemed to know her
I miss the touch
Of her body so much
I long for the warmth inside her
Somewhere in time she will come back to me
And I'll spend my whole life beside her.


(Oh, tale pesmica mi je pa full všeč. Besedilo je prava mala zgodbica, melodija pa prav paše zraven. You go, Ricky! ;) )